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April 28 mogwai - r u still in2 itAre you still into it? 'cause I'm still into it. We haven't had sore bits for about a fortnight. Am I your only one? 'Cause you're still my only one. But if you need more, I'll just do it in some, right.
We should go into town and spend some money. We could go to the pictures and see something funny. We'd share a popcorn and we can go to the pub at night. We can get right tanked up and go home and have a fight.
Will you still miss me, when I'm gone? Is there love there, even when I'm wrong? Will you still kiss me, if you find out? I will now leave you but don't follow me.
We could go into town and spend some money. We could go to the pictures, go and see something funny. Share a popcorn and when it's finished we could go to the pub at night. And get right pissed and go home and have a fight.
Will you miss me, when I'm gone? Is there love there, even when I'm wrong? Will you still kiss me, if you find out? I will leave you and I will miss you.
mogwai音乐里的vocal不多，与乐曲里用各种乐器营造的跌宕相比，人声象是游离世外的喃喃自语。歌词简单，常被感动到失神。 <cody>里”would you stop me, if i try to stop you. Old songs stay till the end, sad songs remind me friends” ”What was that for? What was that for?”（<take me somewhere nice>） 甚至是<punk rock>中Iggy Pop的话"i don't feel pleasure, i don't feel pain，……do you know what I am saying?"
喜欢丰盈的沉默。如同坐在冬日阳光中，欣赏一幅幅黑白照片，偶尔抬起头，与交错的目光相视而笑。 这样的美好因为没有太多目标明确的侵占而愈加不可得。 April 23 生活。夜。时间：晚10点 地点：D22 关键词：陶醉 高脚椅、无语角落、Corona + Lemon、不断猎奇的习惯性动物。 空间狭窄容不下欲望扭动，灯光昏暗淹没暧昧可能。这是一个声乐场所。空虚者勿入。 酒保、酒客从吧台前后走入聚光灯，奇异乐器前，开始一场LIVE SHOW。 Electronic？ Techno？开始不知所谓，后来完全陶醉。
时间：凌晨2点 地点：人行天桥 关键词：幸福 小雨褪去城市的傲慢。湿润的宽广马路映出绚丽多彩的光。林立高楼收敛压迫，释放机械化温暖。 冲上每一个天桥，看世界在脚下呼啸而过。 飘荡中盛开不肯安放的幸福。
时间：凌晨3点 地点：床 关键词：睡去
April 14 So lostboston from Augustana In the light of the sun, is there anyone? oh it has begun you said
you don't know me, you don't even care you don't know me, you don't wear my chains essential yet appealed, carry all your thoughts across an open field when flowers gaze at you, they're not the only ones who cry when they see you
you said you don't know me, you don't even care you don't know me, you don't wear my chains she said
I think I'll go to Bostonm, I think I'll start a new life,
I think I'll start it over, where no one knows my name, I'll get out of California, I'm tired of the weather, I think I'll get a lover and fly away out to Spain I think I'll go to Boston, I think that I'm just tired I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset, I hear it's nice in the Summer, some snow would be nice you don't know me, you don't even care Boston, where no one knows my name
April 11 请君靠谱常常会有莫名的一塌糊涂的小悲伤，也常常会有莫名的一塌糊涂的大开心。这是平衡还是分裂呢？！ 不止一个朋友今天夸我。是仨。 一个夸我说话楞了吧唧，不过他还要听，权当在成功路上放块石头绊脚玩。我说“我容易吗？！人家当人梯，我当人石。” 一个夸我要是被拐卖肯定卖个好价钱。我说“够呛，村东头有只独行驴，拐卖它较能赚钱。” 一个夸我跟潘太克斯K10D一样好。我说“我要买单反。” “寻常不走路，思邦美特威”“无聊死，死之前，黔之驴，驴向天歌”“大坑，坑、坑、坑；放水，水、水、水”这是我和白在msn上对的诗。我们俩每天见面贫，不见面时也贫。 喂！喂喂!！周围有叫靠谱的吗？！让他接下电话。 越来越觉得拍照片是件大美事儿，决定将此爱好靠上谱。想来我以前那些爱好都是随性型的，爱练个字却没研究过字帖，爱听个音乐但分不清曲风，爱看个电影也不知道D9到底是啥，崇拜个乔丹吧也没记过人家生日。对摄影一事不能再这样吊儿郎当了，即便只是当自娱自乐的爱好。都说金牛座有艺术感。但不是当艺术家那种，而是要生活得很有艺术情调。这一点很赞同。所以我就当港口业里最懂艺术的吧。 再有这爱好烧钱，烧之前怎么也得多了解些吧。 好多有意思的事情啊。 It's a wonderful life！ 这也是最近爱听的sparklehorse的一张专辑，坚持认为好的音乐是要整张的好听。ALL MUSIC GUIDE里描述他们的style是alternative pop/rock,indie rock,alternative coutry-rock,noice pop。你看嘛，人家自己都没整明白曲风，我也别较真儿了。 April 06 Scarecrow in Ether于昏黄街道边疾速行走，大口呼吸冰冷而污浊的空气，如一个行将溺死者最后的挣扎。
颅内气压升高，液体欲夺眶而出，朦胧中，远处被车灯照亮的雾气，宛若异度空间的传送门。
驻足，有物质飞逝。而我，永恒静止，像时间旷野里的稻草人。 April 03 Everything inside me is ill这样的相处过程，像是进行一场无麻醉的解剖手术。 一刀刀割开，一个个拿出来。 你指给我，让我看清楚。 敏感、自我、骄傲、冷漠。 你一语道破，我无可辩驳。
或许我早该选择停止这一切，告诉你，你所寻找的叫爱的物质在我体内并不存在。 如今，我血肉模糊，你身心俱惫，得到的不过是同一个答案。
真的要感谢你，面对即便是我自己亦不自知的巨大的黑暗，没有即刻离开。 仍旧试图将热情和爱移植。 而我由于担心未来某日可能出现的排异反应，一再逃避。
我只会这样，将伤害自己的权利紧紧握在手中，化为武器，守卫自己打造的冰冷牢笼，刺伤每一个靠近者。 除非放弃，才能获得救赎。
April 02 愚人节日快乐继三八节不断有平日疏于联系的友人们送来祝福后，昨日又惊喜连连。首先收到了一条“有坏消息通知你”的短信，鉴于半年来坏消息不断，着实紧张了一下。当然肇事人得到了应有的惩罚，在于八宝山附近进行的交通调研中，受5、6级大风吹拂9小时，痛不欲生至几次想顺路火化。我鼓励她说“今日一小吹，便向交通界泰斗迈进了一大步”，她抖着就归来了，并于今日感冒。其次收到了不知名号码的短信表白。以我对周围世界的认知，知道会有一人，鉴于号码不详以至心生疑惑“难道还有第二人”，便回复“谁？”果然！是他--换号了。大学互损互咒了四年，并于分别后依然保持，难得。最后是一友人试图当面祝贺，由于没有取得联系，于回家路上电话问候，足见友情之真挚。
晚上获悉工作的事已明朗，高兴之余不免惆怅。真要离开生活了7年的北京西直门地区了吗？！这里散落着太多的美好，人一走，恐怕很快就会飘没了。
不过也没有难过的道理，毕竟美好过。而新的生活就在眼前。
新的，已然美好。 |
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