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    March 27

    Come on Die young

    只是抗争,却不知为何而战

    信仰于琐碎中消散得无影踪

    象一个不能死去的战败者,尚存一息

    手中的利剑断裂,再没有什么可以作为支撑

    盔甲脱落,伤口清晰可见

    了解与假象、等待与荒芜、自由与逃离

    不断地获知真相,只为万念俱灰

    March 23

    阴天在开着灯的房间

    北京几日持续阴霾,压得人直想抑郁。偶然瞥见学校电子公告牌上的公告“校心理咨询室近期人员较多,需提前一周预约”,觉得有些意思。是跟天气有关?!还有,一周的时间,能想通的自己也就想通了,想不通的也就了结了吧?!心理健康问题得早发现,早治疗!

     看了<300斯巴达勇士>,挺宏大的,有好多肌肉块块啊!做为一部大制作影片,视听效果没的说,至于故事情节及思想内涵,也不能要求太多。拿“大制作”忽悠,可以!只要说正常人该说的话就行,中国观众要求不高。可惜此片没这福气,都有黑压压一片箭的情节,我们讲究写意,你非直接让箭插人身上,还有仨人头落地镜头,坚决不引进!

     下午去报了德语四级考试,正好路上听广播在播德语新闻,只听懂了“zeitung ‘renminribao’(译为“人民日报”报纸)。希望那17元报名费能够激励我将这门严谨的语言继续学下去。

    March 19

    心声

    一个人,一瓶CORONA EXTRA,在D-22酒吧如同熏肉箱一般的氛围中,陶醉于Live Jazz。
     
    手指轻点酒瓶,身体微摆,得意于慵懒而忘形。
     
    Jazz是自恋闷骚人的心声。
     
    March 15

    A Thousand Kisses Deep


    By Leonard Cohen

    The ponies run, the girls are young,

    The odds are there to beat.

    You win a while, and then it's done

    Your little winning streak.

    And summoned now to deal

    With your invincible defeat,

    You live your life as if it's real,

    A Thousand Kisses Deep.


    I'm turning tricks, I'm getting fixed,

    I'm back on Boogie Street.

    You lose your grip, and then you slip

    Into the Masterpiece.

    And maybe I had miles to drive,

    And promises to keep:

    You ditch it all to stay alive,

    A Thousand Kisses Deep.


    And sometimes when the night is slow,

    The wretched and the meek,

    We gather up our hearts and go,

    A Thousand Kisses Deep.


    Confined to sex, we pressed against

    The limits of the sea:

    I saw there were no oceans left

    For scavengers like me.

    I made it to the forward deck.

    I blessed our remnant fleet

    And then consented to be wrecked,

    A Thousand Kisses Deep.

     
    I'm turning tricks, I'm getting fixed,

    I'm back on Boogie Street.

    I guess they won't exchange the gifts

    That you were meant to keep.

    And quiet is the thought of you,

    The file on you complete,

    Except what we forgot to do,

    A Thousand Kisses Deep.

     
    And sometimes when the night is slow,

    The wretched and the meek,

    We gather up our hearts and go,

    A Thousand Kisses Deep.

     
    The ponies run, the girls are young,

    The odds are there to beat...

    You win a while, and then it's done –

    Your little winning streak.

    And summoned now to deal

    With your invincible defeat,

    You live your life as if it's real,

    A Thousand Kisses Deep.

     

    寂静午夜  忧伤代替梦幻

    苍老的低吟声唤回浮嚣已久的灵魂

    寒冷中  和自己依偎

    March 13

    重返战场热血沸腾期待300斯巴达勇士

     天气变暖了,晚上开始跑步,再最后享受一下学校通明的操场,那可是我曾经飞扬青春的地方!哈!

    看了300斯巴达勇士的预告片,那叫大场面。忠心希望影片别只有片花好看。

    赶时髦,整了个播客。

    斯巴达勇士300

    播客:我爱精灵21
    March 12

    说起来容易也不吐不快

    一朋友结束了6年的恋爱,找我这个知心大小姐倾诉。到了这个年龄,朋友们苦恼的已不是谁爱我,我爱谁的问题了。事业、婚姻、车子、房子……一个个没完没了的现实问题。又一次精神分裂着劝慰别人。

     

    一直怀疑所谓世俗。为什么要结婚?为什么有房子才能结婚?为什么有了房子还要有车?都有了还不算完,还要大房子好车。有意思吗?!

     

    想起王小波书里对于中国人“村落”思想的分析:在一个村落里,任何消息都会迅速传开,供人评论。这就导致每个人在做自己的事情前首先想到的是别人会如何评价,或者就按多数人的做法做了,而根本忘记了自己的感受。

     

    所以嘛,作为一城里文化人儿,我哪能受这种观念左右?!

    March 10

    假设

    一个无法打开的网页,一个没有回应的号码。
     
    我们的关联微弱。
     
    纯属假设。
    March 05

    没话找话

    已经完全放弃《看电影》杂志了。持续了3年,一期不落,信誓旦旦地要完好保存,作为留给子孙的精神财富,就这么结束了。当一种热情变成习惯,很容易麻木。断然放弃的主要理由是我觉得它已越来越象张伟平之类大片炒作高手的宣传工具。缺少了自己的思想,就是个工具而已。

     

    这一段也看了不少片儿,读了不少书,可就是写不出东西,不知为啥。估计是酒喝多了,损伤大脑。近几篇博客都写得跟诗一样――字少。

     

    先这样吧。

    March 02

    消失

    以自由的姿态对抗虚无的未来。
     
    分不清因果。
     
    永远。幸福。爱。与时间殊死相抵。
     
    看着消失。